A Fat Girl, Cake and Diet Coke

This is just one of a few posts I'll likely make today. But I wanted to get this down and properly thought out. I've always been a big girl. My gradeschool best friend called me 'Godzilla' and the like... But when I hit Grade 12, I started to lose weight. After graduation, I got kind of obsessed with the gym. Every day before work, I went to the gym. I had a super strict diet and ended up getting to 148. It went up and down, like expected, but I was fitter. Still had curves, my broad build and tits and ass, but I was healthier. 


I moved to Canada 5 years ago, was in love and drank/ate crap without working out. I got big again.


About two years ago, I started working out again and... Nothing. I just kept getting bigger. I walk to work every day, which is a little over an hour, eat overall not too bad, run around at work and nothing. I have PCOS. It's just been shit. But today, I decided that I need to try harder. Going to buy a scale tonight to have constant ability of checking it (Which helped a lot last time.)


Anyway. I have a 75 pound goal to take me back to 150. Currently, I have a 'reward' for every 25 pounds, but I'm not sure if that is too spread out, moreso the lower it gets. I also don't have any ideas on what to do for myself when I lose the first 25.

Currently-225

Weight lost- 0

Below 200 goal reward-

175 Goal reward- Two outer labia piercings

150 Goal reward- FINAL, Ideal weight- Lockheed Tattoo up my left lower leg.

Wishing on a Star, and Reflections.

This is a random collection of thoughts on what I have had, currently have, and want from Bad Dragon.

Small Toys

David the Werewolf 8, suction cup-Have
David the Werewolf 5, suction cup-Sold
Virgil the Drippy Dragon 6-Sold
Seadragon 8(more like 5), suction cup-Have
Flared Chance the Stallion 8-Sold
Anthro Dragon 5-Have

Medium Toys

Chance the Stallion, Unflared, 5, Cumtube- Sold
David the Werewolf 5, cumtube, suctioncup-Traded
The Breeder 5(But really a 3), suction cup- Sold
Xar the Karabos 5, cumtube-Sold
Tailstretcher 8-Have
Crackers the Cockatrice 5-Have
Flared Chance the Stallion 5-Ordered 8/25
Anthro Dragon, Cored-Ordered on 9/5
Xenogon 8-Ordered 9/5
Gryphon 5-Ordered 9/5
Xar the Karabos 5/8-Ordered 9/9
David the Werewolf 5, Suction cup-Ordered 9/19

Large Toys

Winston's Tail 8-Ordered 8/26

Extra Large Toys

Xar the Karabos 3-Have


One size Toys

Fusion, 8-Sold
Dragon's Tongue 5-Have

Was hoping to find a picture with my Fusion and Medium Chance, but it may be on my old computer, as they were my first toys. C'est la vie.

Dolphin is next. Lots of girls swear by the fucker, so I'm going to hop onto the Dolphin train soon. Also trading the small Anthro and Tongue for either a new medium Seadragon, or a traded one plus hopefully a little extra cash... Sounds delicious to me. Got my Ridgeback's colours all planned, but he's going to be stupidly expensive do to being a Large, Split firmness, fade/split with an extra colour. -Cough.- Sounds fun to me, honestly.

Also, I have a Sebastian from EE, which was a big ol' disappointment. Smaller than expected. Short before the knot. Can't tie. Balls.

Ordered myself a Vixen inflatable, too, which sounds pretty damn good to me. Looking forward to it and worst case scenario, I sell it to buy a Magic, which is a little shorter. I love big things, though.

My Experience with my Anthro, uncensored.

Well, as I was enjoying the break between lunch and my coffee (I had off today), I got my package. I was as amused as I was with my Tongue. 8x8x8 boxes are huge compared to 6x6x6. Really, it was surprising.

I’m not too sure when, but I traded my Medium Werewolf with semi working suction cup (Never worked for me, but she got it to. Damn.) and cumtube in a 5 for a small Anthro Dragon, also in a 5. I swear, I thought the small Anthro was like the small Karabos or Seadragon, kind of sizeable. So a fellow Forumer offered the trade, I accepted. Do I regret this? Not because I no longer have my werewolf, but because I always, always know that I like 8s, moreso in smalls. 5 is too gooshie. No problem. It’ll be fun. I didn’t regret it in the slightest... then I had a long time to think about it. Shipping from Canada to the States and Vice Versa takes forever. It’s life.

While I do not dislike my darling Trader for this in the slightest, I was whiny: Either she was not at all excited, or just completely slipped her mind, or thought I wasn’t going to ship the Were... She forgot to ship the Anthro until she got the Werewolf. She was apologetic and that’s all well and good. I understand, but it gave me a long time to think about it.

To make matters worse... I know this is petty and rude and blah blah blah, but this is my blog and I can say this here. Ever have someone ruin something for you? How about someone you’re not fond of? So, out of nowhere, I get a PM on the forums all ‘omg lol you got that anthro? :D lol i didnt like it, she got it from me lol LOL LOL’ And when I showed confusion as she also got a Medium from the same trader I did, I mentioned this. To which she proceeded to act like I was a semi retarded dog. ‘o lol no :D she got it from me because i didnt like it LOL do u understand now?’... And add in more smiley faces, ‘Lols’ and lack of any coherent typing. I NEVER wanted to know she stuffed it into her cunt in the slightest. –Shiver.- No. I would have loved to sit in my bubble of ignorance and maybe get some pleasure out of a dildo made by a site I’m obsessed with (18 toys now, bitches.)

I sell off a lot of my toys, yes. I also have bought 14 (Plus 5 more not made yet) from the Dragons themselves and have gotten 4 trades/adoptions from Forumers. I want to try everything and sometimes they don’t work as well for me as I’d hope and instead of sitting them to rot like on the island of misfit toys, I sell them to people who will love them.  I do not sell/trade toys I have got gotten yet for other ones. I do not trade toys for ones I have already gotten, dislikes and want in the same exact size and firmness and additions as before. Hell, currently, I still have 7 toys by BD in my box. So I’m not going to feel bad about trading every so often, but I’ve also paid full price and waited for 14 thus far. In a month or two, it’ll be at 19.

Beyond my pointless rant... I did enjoy resting the Anthro on my mons, stroking it like it was my own cock. It was actually quite hot. But after a boiling bath, two scrubs and trying to horny myself up, I kind of stuck him in, pictured something I did not want...

And gave up.

I tried again. Mediocre at best.

Fuck people ruining my fantasies.  I need to shower now.

Shit God Damn.

                Well, I officially have no idea what I’m doing. I feel like an idiot. Sure, I’m sure I could have figured something out or the like, but I couldn’t. So I need to type words here in order to get some type of general idea on what this will look like.

                Here’s hoping it works.

                Nothing much to say for myself right at this very moment, which surely can’t be a good way to start something you’re supposed to be interested in.