Been too long since I posted here. So, I figured I'd offer an update that may turn a bit self loathing partway through.
I love metal in my body. I love little mods that make me feel better. I have nine tattoos (One is a cover up) and 27 piercings. Seven of which are not in my ears. (I have nine in each earlobe and each Tragus done.)
In Order of getting...
Left Eyebrow. (17)
Top of my Naval. (18)
Bottle of my Naval. (19)
Vertical Clit Hood (This is what the review is about.) (19)
Labret. (20ish?)
Right Nostril. (20 ish?)
Nape of my Neck. (22.)
The numbers are my ages, by the way.
So, I've had my Hood done for about 6-7 years now. I love it. It stung getting it done and I thought I was dying in the shower the next day because of a little clot coming lose and making me bleed all over the shower, but within a few nights, I was -Very Gently- masturbating again.
It was done with a little silver ring and has been ever since. I really want my outer labia done, one on each side and I've been itching for a new piercing for awhile now, but there's not much I need/want done. (Labia will be when I'm about 44 pounds lighter.) So I ordered a few new earrings (I have the first hole in each ear to a 0. Not going any bigger because after 0, it makes it unlikely that it will shrink back on its own.) I also ordered a short barbell for my hood. Sadly, they have not arrived yet, but I was out yesterday and stopped at a little jewelry place and picked up a tiny barbell with two balls, each one with a little stone. One is gold/orange and one is black.
I got home last night and used some pliers to get the ring out. My nails are french tipped and technically still medium length, but they kept pinching me, thus the pliers... Got it out and tried to get the barbell in. (I wish I would have taken a photo of the barbell, but I was too excited.
Forty five minutes. I should have gone to get it changed, not done it myself. I apparently do not know my body nearly as well as I thought. This lead into a bit of self loathing about the fact I find my vagina very ugly, and I never thought so before. Granted, I've always had longer inner lips, but this was... startling and depressing... And the fact my clit was not nearly as visible as I thought. Mind. Blown. Mix that with not being able to find the hole. (Though it did give me little tingles of pleasure when I poked it wrong. Heh.) I ended up using my naval ring to find the hole. Took it out (I was looking in a makeup mirror) and tried the short barbell, with no luck. Then I had issues finding the hole for the naval one again. Managed, then used my little gold lock pliers to grip the ball on the little barbell and managed to slip it in. It was not too hard to get the second ball on... And finally, it was all good.
I didn't masturbate last night. I was sore and depressed, but today I did.
It was very different stroking the curved barbell and my clit instead of settling one finger on either side of a ring. It was a good different, though. It made me feel more feminine, if that makes any sense. More like a naughty lady instead of what I typically think of myself.
I came pretty damn will on my fingers and Chance and still feel better than I did. I'm not sure if this is a forever change in my hood. (I also should have tried masturbating without any jewelry in as it has been over six years since I did, but maybe another time.
Very different feelings.
A pleasant experience, once I got the barbell in.
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