Just Want to Explode...

I'm angry.

I'm so angry I just want to cry.

Why? It isn't just one thing. If it was, I wouldn't mind. Hell, shit happens. I'm just...

1. Motivation, creativity, drive, money, self respect... All gone. I've got nothing. Not a sparkle of inspiration or desire to be inspired.

2. I feel completely ignored. I've been working with Returns on something for over a month now. The entire time I have spoke with them after finding their offer a bit unfair, they've acted like I am a huge bother. I'm a waste of their time and an idiot. Three weeks ago, they said to give them three business days to work remake it. I asked for an update the end of last week (It was the holiday weekend, yes, but they also have a 48 hours wait time. 48 hours business days. No reply yet.

3. I haven't had Microsoft Word since I got a new computer after mine was stolen. Open Office is supposed to be rad and free. It won't open on my computer. No writing, thus why I haven't updated my blog. Or wrote reviews. Or wrote ANYTHING.

4. My trip this Chistmas is cancelled due to my best friend flaking out.

5. My raise at work that I was supposed to get on 9/9 STILL hasn't gone through.

6. Sad.

7. I just feel like my luck is gone with Bad Dragon. Returns was pissy towards me. Won't get back to me. Also almost three weeks ago, they said they were remaking a toy of mine... And I've gotten no word on said toy since.

8. My mood is crumbling so hard lately that I can't get the motivation to work out, watch TV I like, masturbate, do ANYTHING I enjoy. I can't even get off my lazy ass and clean my apartment.