Thursday, 29 September 2011

A Fat Girl, Cake and Diet Coke

This is just one of a few posts I'll likely make today. But I wanted to get this down and properly thought out. I've always been a big girl. My gradeschool best friend called me 'Godzilla' and the like... But when I hit Grade 12, I started to lose weight. After graduation, I got kind of obsessed with the gym. Every day before work, I went to the gym. I had a super strict diet and ended up getting to 148. It went up and down, like expected, but I was fitter. Still had curves, my broad build and tits and ass, but I was healthier. 


I moved to Canada 5 years ago, was in love and drank/ate crap without working out. I got big again.


About two years ago, I started working out again and... Nothing. I just kept getting bigger. I walk to work every day, which is a little over an hour, eat overall not too bad, run around at work and nothing. I have PCOS. It's just been shit. But today, I decided that I need to try harder. Going to buy a scale tonight to have constant ability of checking it (Which helped a lot last time.)


Anyway. I have a 75 pound goal to take me back to 150. Currently, I have a 'reward' for every 25 pounds, but I'm not sure if that is too spread out, moreso the lower it gets. I also don't have any ideas on what to do for myself when I lose the first 25.





Currently-225

Weight lost- 0

Below 200 goal reward-
175 Goal reward- Two outer labia piercings
150 Goal reward- FINAL, Ideal weight- Lockheed Tattoo up my left lower leg.
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6 comments:

  1. ReaverKaght29 September 2011 at 14:26

    lol maybe i shoudl do this too >.> i'm 175, i woudl liek to be 140.... >.> given that i am 4'9

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  2. Woodsie29 September 2011 at 14:36

    I'm 5'4 myself. Anything smaller than 140 will look...sickly on me. Due to my broad build.

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  3. Canine_Angel30 September 2011 at 06:26

    Yeah, I would like to be 115 again, even if I should strive for 130 lol I'm 5'2, 160, I could use a diet something bad >< sadly I adore food too much.

    I will follow with intent and maybe it'll give me my kick in the ass to lose some weight

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  4. Hell-Tor3 October 2011 at 21:37

    Progress already! I'm proud of you, Cabbit. Keep at it. <3

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  5. Phyrre4 October 2011 at 13:42

    Hey hun! If this is at all something you're into, I've been tracking my exercise and diet on myfitnesspal.com... it's very customizable, I love it! It makes my ocd so very, very happy. Just a suggestion if you need a tool like that! I have trouble keeping tack of everything otherwise... Following your blog, this is a great idea! *hug*
    ~Phy♥

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  6. Anonymous11 October 2011 at 18:20

    Best of luck! Hope we get to see that Lockheed tattoo, that's such an awesome idea!

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